Prologue: Encounter under the Moonlight

This day remains vivid in my memory.

In the light of the big blue moon outside the window

The day when the real me disappeared and reborn as a new me.

The day I erased everything except for the camellia blooming in my chest.

Even my true name was thrown away at that time.

What I got was a healthy body and freedom.

And the bag he left me and the contents of the bag.

What I lost was my first best friend.

And the promise I have kept until now.

With this new promise in my heart, I will live alone in this world.

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